The soul's on fire

These last two weeks have been from another world.

Calm down and waste away with me

Hi. How are you?
I feel as if I owe someone a decent post. Something that makes sense. Something dull and boring, but honest as hell.
It's funny how staying up at night during school time seems so fun and logical. A rebellion in a way. Fight against the system, ha ha. (I'm a complete lunatic, agreed.) But now.. it's only half past one and I hear my bed calling for me. It's frustrating.And because of the frustration it's so damn funny. I have nothing to rebel against during summer. A rebellion against my own system? No fun. Sleep be fun. Yes.. very nice..mm. Okay, I'm falling off the logical topic, aren't I? (Lolz)
Home alone. Not lonely. Home alone and a bunch of things to do. I sit paralyzed, the TV turned on (only because I have the bloody chance), my stuff lying around, strawberries, weird stuff lying around, my thoughts lying around and some even weirder stuff lying around. The truth, my friends, is that I hate packing. And cleaning. And washing dishes. But I love ironing. Lolz. I have to pack for my Belgium trip, but I'm far too lazy to do anything. Again, compare this to school time. The more mentally tired I am, the more physical stuff I want to do. Ha ha.
I should also find some interesting stories of Estonia. It was recommended. I'm not that fascinated by the task, just between me and you. And the whole world, I guess.
Other than that, I'm happy. In the most stable kind of way. Honestly.

(I don't want to think about the future. It always comes soon enough.)

(I don't get everyone else. People. Why is everyone logged on to MSN at this late hour? Maybe they need victims for their thoughts which are also lying around. Or maybe they're just no-lifers. Or maybe it's for a noble purpose. I should control my ego from time to time. But you know the saying - noblesse oblige.)

Happy Independence Day!